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~Samantha110293

Oh yeah, that one girl...
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About Me Member Emotional Poet Samantha11029316/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Months
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Delayyour actions betray your words  you deny, play it cool  yet it seems that something is amiss  do I imagine it, or does your gaze linger upon me for a second too long?  am I delusional, or do you hang on my words,  pay more attention to my emotions than is required of a mere friendship?  are you deceiving me?  are you deceiving yourself?  perhaps you have not yet come to terms with your emotions  very well  it's your life, you will do as you see fit  just be aware  if my suspicions are correct  I will not wait for you forever  life is too short for this frustrating delay Delay
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Piscesmy pisces, did I do you wrong?  Sometimes I still long for your comfort  the perfect hugs you give  with me fitting into your shoulder like a puzzle piece  Sweetheart, sometimes I can still smell your shampoo  a fragrance from my not-too-distant past  the stars classify us as perfect lovers  soulmates  twin flames  But my darling, you are an old blanket  warm and safe  yet mundane  You failed to ignite even a flicker of passion  in my soul or anywhere else  it always seemed you were more interested  in wandering through your own imagination  when you should have b Pisces
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Anxietymy mind  a cramped vault  strobe lights flashing  brief glimpses of illumination  reveal manic insects  butterflies  worry written on their wings  walls closing in  my true self  huddled and afraid  
in a corner  eyes squeezed shut  hands covering ears  a nightmare  my true identity  
eroded  painfully held  within the clutches of anxiety  its grip strong as unforgiving steel  its claws dripping malice  a mixture of venom  and my liquified dreams  swirling together  pouring into a black abyss  condemning me  to unseeing Anxiety
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Psychopathyou abase humanity  as the mud of unwanted footsteps  corrupts the whimsical snowfall  you look into  
the very eyes of innocence  a child, now forever scarred  an animal, now dead or worse  and you injure  you inflict  you cripple  you see your actions  not as abhorred aberations  caused by your own malice  but as consequences  of the victim's actions  or as a way to exact  delusional revenge  or as a way to abate  your petty stresses   
psychopath,  you'd better hope your maker  
grants you more pardon  than I would see fit to Psychopath
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If it ain't broke...(RANT)

Tue Dec 15, 2009, 9:54 PM
Then why do I have to fix it??
I got a 4/5 on my APL essay and I don't know what she wants me to do besides redo the entire thing with different points, and I'm sorry Mrs. S but unlike you I have more interesting things to focus on besides rewriting essays that were fine to begin with.
Also, I just sliced my middle finger open on a broken plastic hanger. Yeah, I don't know how that happened either. Right where the pencil rubs, too. And we have no bandaids. I wrapped it up and taped it and now it is all gauzy and ugly.
Also, I have to finish a presentation tomorrow that I started LAST WEEK. I can barely remember what I had for breakfast. Ms. D, feel free to screw a toaster any time now....
I don't wanna go to school. School is death.
I can't even be of any use to my friends when they need me the most.
I will never be a therapist, I can't even handle finals week. How can I try and help people with their lives?? I can't. I don't know what I'm gonna do. I'm not good at anything that you can make a living off of.
And what I hate about me the most, is I'm having an emotional breakdown instead of trying to fix my problems. I'm not gonna be able to sleep. I will be dead tomorrow and probably yell at my friends who must be sick of me anyway. Hell, I AM SICK OF ME. I mean I guess I'm cool but I am not at all useful, helpful, or capable of dealing with normal life stuff.
My dad says he won't be surprised if Jesse doesn't do much with his life but he will be disappointed with me if I don't "live up to my potential." What potential? My mom just wants to know if I will pay for her to retire in Boca.
I guess I can always wipe counters at Golden Corral. It's the only job I'm qualified for. Now I'm going to try to sleep because my body is screaming at me to rest and I think my health (and what's left of my sanity) are more important than APL or even finals.
I hope I don't die this week.
Sobs.

I love you.
SAM

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  • Reading: Your mind
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*the-lost-owl 6 days 20 hours ago
Thanks for the fave babe.

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~Samantha110293 Dec 11, 2009, 4:43:51 PM
Welcome :)

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“We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love.”
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*Paint-n-Poem-Freak Dec 6, 2009, 7:03:12 PM
Thanks for the fav!!

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~Samantha110293 Dec 6, 2009, 7:08:06 PM
No problem!

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*horsenia Dec 5, 2009, 8:08:36 AM
thank you very much for the fave.
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~Samantha110293 Dec 5, 2009, 11:01:09 AM
No prob :)

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“We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love.”
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~FR34K0N4L345H33 Nov 30, 2009, 8:46:03 PM
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~Falling-To-Grace Nov 28, 2009, 9:48:10 PM
thanks for the watch :tighthug:

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Careful careful muted voices whisper
The silence around seeps
The only thing breaking its eery grasp
Are these voices in my head
That never seem to fade..
..careful careful..
This silence creeps wherever you go,
Careful careful for it wont be what follows
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~Samantha110293 Nov 28, 2009, 9:51:12 PM
Thank YOU, lol

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“We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love.”
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